Hey guys,
I was thinking about what kind of topic I could talk about today. So i thought why not about moving out, not to another city but to another country! Which I think is a kinda big deal for 18-teen years old girl ( I was that age when I moved out ). So like I mentioned I lived in Lithuania for eighteen years. Now it's already more than half year I'm living here, in UK. Was it hard? Was it worth it? How everything is going now? Am I happy with my decision to move out? Why I left my country?
Easy to answer these questions. One thing I mentioned in my first blog is that I wanted to 'open' a new page in my life. After my mommy passed away I found it kinda difficult to stay in the same place I used to live with her...She knew very well that I always wanted to go to live in another country. I always said to her that we gonna go together to live in other country. Lithuania is amazing country and I am proud to be lithuanian, but life, talking about economical situation in there, is kinda difficult. Hard to find a good job with a good salary, and not talking about money, why not to try to go to another country and to see how people live there? We only live once, so we need to use it by traveling around the world, not to stay in just one place and not to say just "maybe" I will. Do it.If you gonna say "maybe I will" you will never do it. Getting what I am trying to say? haha
My last decision to move out was in the last year after all exams. I think that nobody thought that I'm really gonna move out to another country. Probably because they thought that I'm not brave enough to do it. But you know what? I did it. I applied to UCAS, I have chosen 5 universities, I passed IELTS ( even though it was difficult ), and finally I got in one of the university. I found a place to live, with my other 3 amazing flatmates. I still have a lot of thing to do , but I think is pretty good beginning ,right? And just knowing that I'm not really have that self-confidence I'm still thinking sometimes how I did it haha But everyone can do it, you just have to want it. :)
I am happy with this decision, for sure. But just I'm not really excited about my city, but just few years left, and I will go to another city, or country, who knows.
I really miss Lithuania as well. Miss my friends, grandma and other family members. But they are happy that I'm here, starting my own life, even though it's really hard!! I was really "mommy girl", she used to do a lot for me, things like : do my laundry, wash dishes, pay bills and all these things, oh I forgot about cleaning the flat! I am clean maniac right now haha everything has to be so clean and tidy , I got it all from my mommy, that's for sure. Nowadays it's kinda hard to do it by myself! But it will get easier.
So my suggestion if you want to move out, DO IT. Try new things in life. And don't waste your time staying in the same place you are now ( if you are old enough, and if you don't like what you doing right now haha ) Where is always a solution for making your life better. Just don't be afraid. And know what you are not only one like that :) Good luck.x
